when i tell you ch. 40 tore me up!!!! i was sobbing like a damn baby. overall, both of them were living in the past, they wanted to escape it but thing kept them tied down without an escape. it was a nice story that depicted the struggle of losing loved ones and wanting to move on, but can't really. yes there was a lot of sexy scenes and at first i was for it, but then it kept appearing so i did skip it. i'd rate this a good 7.5/10
I wish I could give more than 5 stars. This story is too authentic. It was like reading my own story. It focused too well on the mental health and reality of life. I'm so impressed with this author's work. It was a very emotional read. Thenki author.
it’s definitely hall of fame worthy but i don’t know if it’s 5* worthy. there was a lot of like back steps in the story, like i felt like it was just getting repetitive and going backwards in progression. i really hate dark themes in bl’s and stuff but this one has gotta be an exception, it’s so realistic especially with the grieving process of the parents and boyfriend: definitely a lot of unexpected twists about the seme but overall it wasn’t bad! “the today you have just wasted was the tomorrow that yesterday's dead had wished for” like who the fuck wrote that
yeah no. chapter 7 - usually once boundaries are abused, it's a very strong indicator that the writer has a warped moral fibre regarding respect of others' boundaries and will therefore find an easy pretext for further abuse. you can trust that rape won't be off the table or other sexual assault and definitely not dubious consent which to them is foreplay. urgh
