I read this a few years back and was very disappointed to reread it and somehow I had forgotten there was SO MUCH RAPE, the balcony scene in particular pisses me off and the fact that it's brought up almost as a joke later makes me so infuriated. On top of that, Kyon is put into so many situations without any consent and people just drag him around expecting him to completely fine in the encounters (specifically when Ryan lies and says they should get Lucaon a present, only for that to be a lie) because usually it ends up with Kyon being in trouble in some way and getting violated even more so or reprimanded for it.
I also found out this could've been a story about Sihan, and I would have liked that WAY more, because honestly Karis and Sihan carried this story for me. The ending for Ryan was even less satisfying and overall I came out really hating this story when I just a few days ago, I had fondness for it, but that was purely based in hazy nostalgia.
i can’t remember reading this but i recall really liking it & it being really smutty erm
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you’re reading this then your parents will die in 5 years. To undo this curse you have to paste this comment on 5 more Manga. I’m so sorry please forgive me. I found it somewhere and couldn’t take the risk:(
The first chapters are rather sloppy and repetitive. The story is not really thought trough, but it somehow does keep you interested to read on. I don‘t like that the MC was so violent and even r*ped the Uke, only to „change“ but not to be sorry for all he‘s done, also the whole atmosphere btw. season 1 and 2 changed, yet there was no real character development and it feels „unfinished“.
I get ML’s hostility but he a rapist Also MC is a an idiot who prolly doesnt really love ML but just that he was alone and doesnt want to be. I mean, if I knew I could be brainwashed anytime and would possibly kill ML then I’d run away and stay away! like what Ryan told him to from the beginning but nooo, he dragged it too long and villainized the one person who could protect Lucaon. Then the idiot had the audacity to go crying and saying “it’s my fault” well tell me something i dont know
It was good, and the art was pretty, but I didnt feel any real conclusion or anything. A bit confusing in places but sweet? I dunno, something about the ending just didn't feel.... "right"