just smut smut smut whenever i read plots with obsessive male lead i need there to be a balance with another male lead who likes the mc. The power dynamic is what throws me off, i need the mc to have it over the ml cause then i know bad shit will go down and I am NAWT here for some scary shit , maybe a little but not to the point where the mc has no power or say in the relationship and the male lead could not talk to them for a while which makes the mc insecure, that is what makes me pissed off. But it wasn’t extreme in this manga so it’s okay.
First of all, love the meme. "Yaoi logic: no means yes and yes means anal" and "yeah, jerk off a pervert. That'll teach him a lesson." Lmao
Anyway, it's about uke (blonde hair guy, looks kinda like my type ugh) who hates seme so much. First of all, all the girls he likes like seme. Secondly, his spot in the team (baseball) was easily taken by seme and he has an inferiority complex since (spoiler alert, no, it doesn't get resolved. It just got buried..)
Seme, on the other hand, freaking loves uke. He fell in love at first sight and decided to join the baseball club because of uke.
The very first chapter, I was so uncomfy. I should have stopped then, but I was intrigued so I went on. This has to be stockholm syndrome and loneliness that he ended up with Ichijyou because goddamn, this was kinda fucked up. If Ichijyou really loved Fujiwara, he wouldn't have been so forceful.
Triggers: rape revenge attempt forceful seme unrequited love Yaoi / Smut / School Life, uke hates seme, hate to lovers, straight uke, student x student, 5