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2026-08-02 22:57
Tags: #psychological #toxic parent #school life #male lead
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hold. one by one. first of all, when i start reading this, i did expect it to be psychologically traumatic towards the mc and the whole plot itself, but this is genuinely worse than i thought. mc did not deserve all that. not a single time in those 31 chapters have i seen the mc be in peace, and my heart goes out to him. despite hansol and kwon being there, it just felt as if mc is tied with his father no matter what, even i felt it when im just lowk a reader and not even experiencing this. i genuinely would have killed myself, knowing im miserable for life, and when i mean miserable, its an awful one at it. and i know it is certainly an open ending, just that i cant believe the author decided to make two ending where the one mc is happy was just his delusions and that reality doesnt work like that, and things will always stay as it is, he'll lose his friends, grow distant, gradually getting abused even worse at home and no matter what, will always correlate with his father who never will change his methods of punishment. i know mc have schizophrenia, and the abusive makes it even worse, but this is just sick. this makes me sick in my stomach, makes me wanna hurl, it just dawned on me too that he'll never live as happy as he wants, hes doomed for life. to make it worse is when he went to his mom who "abandoned" him despite knowing how it goes in the house. the fact that the mom is only with him because of guilt, and he was suppose to be an option to abortion. please. i just dont wanna think about it. he looks so... tired, and tormented. its agonizing, really. my heart actually, ACTUALLY, goes out to him. i think my own open ending is maybe... the fact that he probably suicided, maybe he took his own life at one point where he cant take it anymore. i'd like to think that, as time passes even more. i just want him to break out of this endless wretched cycle, please. i love jaekyung. i love this boy so much. let him rest. let him be free.
bitch im so fucking scared rn
idk ye the ending is kinda tru until u go to psychiatrist to get treatment. nothing will heal coz that trauma is when you were a kid..
oh. i was going to comment on how threessome this is, but after i saw the last chapter, i'm not going to say anything cheery. he fucking killed himself.
Absolute masterpiece.
Felt like I'm suffocating with each chapter
10/10 will never read again for my mental health
i choose to believe he didn't kill himself because i dont want to cry in class rn.
this manhwa is so sad bro, u can genuinely just feel the dread for each chapter, i really wished jaekyung was able to find the help he needs but his dad bro, it wouldve been wonderful to see jaekyung accept kwon’s offering of staying at his house :( this was really peak tho
31 chapters of PAIN i cried every damn chapter
my grades were worth more than my life according to my dad. when i tried to off myself he lit said i was so stupid for doing that and i was selfish for not thinking of them when they were the primary reason i even tried to in the first place this manhwa rlly hits home like i knew i wasnt insane for thinking it wasnt okay to hit a kid when they had a b.
2026-08-04 18:39
Tags: #psychological #Angsty #toxic parent #school life #Golden child syndrome #Dark #Abusive Dad #horror #Past Bullying #Heartbreaking #Academic Pressure #Unhealthy Relationships #I Hate The Dad #Tragic #Denial
I feel so bad for the mc, his dad is so cruel | Oh fuck no im so heartbroken, this manhwa is so tragic JAEKYUNG IS SO TRAGIC
Really great and I like the ants and how Kwon is written