50 waste of time. Whoever said mc is smart was LYING.
I hated many things about this, but the worst thing was the scratches he had after the first time they had sex. The amount was terrifying.
he novel is really long....
So the spoiler will be too long....
Haewon continues to show jealousy toward Woojin’s former lovers. ...
He constantly thinks about him, takes pictures of him, and records his voice so he can listen to it when Woojin isn’t around....
Later, another conflict happens between the
It is also related to Woojin’s past lovers, and whether he slept with his fiancée’s sister ( his fiancée whocommitted suicide)....
They break up again, and after several events, they eventually get back together...and Heawon become more creazy about woojin...
After that, Haewon discovers the truth: Taeshin was gang-raped while under the influence of drugs, and then he committed suicide....
The truth is that Woojin was not directly involved with them, and he didn’t even fully understand that what was happening was wrong because of his antisocial personality disorder....
However, he was the reason Taeshin ended up in that place in the first place....
At the beginning, Woojin did not love Haewon. Everything he did was just an act.
He approached him because of the study notes Taeshin had left behind before his death.
But later on, he realized that he had truly fallen in love with him....
Both his fiancée and Taeshin loved him deeply. Because he didn’t return their feelings, they wanted revenge—to make him think about them forever..
That’s why they committed suicide...
Haewon also tried to do the same, but Woojin stopped him.....
As i said Woojin suffers from antisocial personality disorder...
He has never truly understood emotions in his life. ..
He feels them, but he doesn’t know what they are or how to interpret them....
He was treated like a monster by his family his entire life.
For the first time, after Haewon left him, he realizes that what he felt might have been love...
Haewon broke up with him, even though Woojin didn’t understand what a breakup meant. He thought Haewon was just angry because he had lied...
He simply couldn’t understand why they broke up.
And here’s where things become shocking....
Haewon tries to avenge his friend, Taeshin. ..
He does one of the stupidest things imaginable (honestly, one of the most frustrating MC decisions in the entire BL world). It’s not even clear that Taeshin was truly that close to him, so his actions feel extreme and irrational....
He tries to destroy himself in order to make Woojin understand the pain and to take revenge on him...
Instead of going after the people who actually raped Taeshin, he makes a reckless decision: he agrees to meet those same criminals and puts himself in danger, planning to let them grape him and then kill himself so Woojin would suffer for the rest of his life...
This happens twice..
The first time, Woojin saves him after they drug him. He burns down the entire villa to get him out. But Haewon hits Woojin with a large rock (he aimed for his head but hit his shoulder instead), causing a deep wound with heavy bleeding...
The second time, Haewon deliberately goes to them again and even brings a gang to ambush Woojin, waiting for him to arrive. Woojin is on the verge of madness. He tries to stop him, warn him, apologize, and beg him—but Haewon doesn’t listen...
They drag Haewon into a room, tie him up, and prepare to grape him....
But He is terrified and crying.
Before anything can happen, Woojin arrives covered in blood. He’s holding an iron rod and violently beats them...
He is desperately afraid for Haewon—especially for his hands, because if Haewon couldn’t perform anymore, his life would be ruined...
He takes him away and tells him to leave. Haewon refuses at first, crying uncontrollably, but eventually he goes...
Woojin quits his job and confesses everything to the authorities to prevent Haewon from destroying himself any further.
He is sentenced to two years in prison...
When Haewon realizes that he ruined Woojin’s life, he breaks down in tears—because despite everything, he still loves him deeply...
In prison, Woojin refuses to see anyone, especially Haewon. Still, Haewon continues visiting. When they finally meet, Haewon cries uncontrollably....
Later, he contacts the prosecutor in charge of the case and negotiates by providing documents, which helps reduce Woojin’s sentence from two years to one.
After a year, Haewon continues performing and becomes even more famous, but he never forgets Woojin...
He keeps wearing the ring he found in Woojin’s car—the one Woojin had planned to give him before the breakup....
When Woojin is finally released, they meet again.
After arguments and emotional conflict, they return to each other. ..
The obsessive love returns as well, along with tender moments—as if the storm had never happened...
So
I hate the ML for his disgusting actions, but his mental state is the reason behind them...
You can understand his behavior because he doesn’t understand emotions and can’t recognize them, which made him like this...
His personality is interesting and attracts those around him, but it’s not enough for us, the readers, to accept his actions...
But I hate the MC even more.
He is contradictory, childish, and can do nothing but cry...
You don’t even know what he really wants...
They say he is the MC with “ability,” but he is just stupid and doesn’t know how to act properly...
If his revenge against the ML was because of lies and deceit, it would have been more logical than taking revenge for a friend whom I doubt was even a real friend...
He didn’t even care about him or respond to his calls, and suddenly he acts like his only loyal friend.
Oh, the contradictions!
As for poor Taeshin…
He truly loved Woojin, and he was innocent and beautiful.
What bad luck that he met the worst people and fell in love with a man, a demon without feelings...
So I finished the story feeling nothing but pity for him.
