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I am absolutely speechless. This depicts the process of overcoming something you're “bound” to live with the burden of for the rest of your life so well I honestly have no proper way to describe how incredibly written and drawn this is. This brought me into feeling a rollercoaster of emotions I thought I'd never get to experience in such intense way, and it sincerely felt good. I wish for more stories like this that don't treat sexual assault as something to fill in the story for no reason or make a past seem "more horrific" just because, but as something that ruins your depiction of your own morals and leaves you to little or no self esteem regarding yourself, being in body, mind or both because you're stuck believing that you won't ever be anything more than the gruesome way you felt while it happened to you, especially when it's done by someone whom you cherished so deeply and never expected would have the courage to do something so sick and twisted to you. In the end, I'm glad there wasn't an actual forgiveness towards Noyeol parting from anyone who was affected by his actions but instead just the decision that attempting their best to move on without having forgetting it completely was the best they could do. I'm glad I gave this a read, and I'll probably read it again and again until I've caught the full meaning of it, but nothing will ever surpass the wonderful feeling of reading this for the first time. It's gut wrenching throughout it and the end just makes all the angst worth it. It's about the hard labour of living with something that looked like it'd stain you for the rest of your life and your best attempt at overcoming it with the help of those who care about you and also have a lot to learn being part of your journey. I hope everyone who read this had the same great experience I had reading it, and I hope everyone who's going to read it finds my review and agrees with my statement. Thank you to the author for coming up with such amazing story, amazing characters and amazing art.
I think the portraying of trauma is real and I can understand his character but I didn’t like the ending I needed more closure.. aswell as I didn’t enjoy the 3 people “love” triangle trope.
glad he didnt end up ith his rapist...welp that was a one heck of a manhwa
I’m never gonna read this again for obvious reasons but this author rarely misses
2026-06-22 19:03
Tags: #mature
An interesting story of learning how to heal from trauma. The author should’ve included trigger warnings for the content. The art style made it difficult to keep up with the ages of the MCs. Definitely a one and done for me.
im so hurt im never rereading this
Hm.. so this was also removed from my reading list...
2026-05-10 09:51
Tags: #Yaoi #Smut #Drama #Interesting #Romance #Psychological #Rape #Kidnapped #Threesome
Pain and agony, incredible handling of trauma 10/10, rage bait at chapter 77, lowkey inconclusive ending ?
2026-05-09 23:56
Tags: #Interesting
lowkey a masterpiece
2026-06-20 09:14
Tags: #Yaoi #Psychological #Whump #noncon #Kidnapping
What a fucking rollercoaster of a psychological manhwa..
I understand why everyone was saying peak psychological now. The author does such a great job at portraying the mc’s trauma from this extremely traumatic experience. The mc going through self-blame, anxiety, ptsd, depression- it hit close and felt so fking real. The way they also portrayed the people around mc and the people who loved him, Boguk and Soju were both written so well and really capture the perspective of loved ones trying to navigate supporting someone they love with ptsd and mental health issues.
I was rly scared about the ending at first, esp chp80 when I thought mc was long gone and let his abuser and his own mental get to him, but the ending turned out good, and I’m glad his abuser didn’t win.
Overall, incredible story and extremely well written. Teaches you a lot about trauma, recovery, and what it means to love someone when one feels so broken.
One of THE most peakest BLs everrrrr!
So peak that you can only read it once hand won’t have the heart to re-read again )
