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2026-08-13 03:40
Tags: #evil #devil yaoi #i felt worthless i felt ugly i felt gay #cigarette #he was diagnosed with billion mental illnesses by his ai therapist #Depressing
this was so good... it was constantly putting me on edge and it felt like i was getting beaten up most of the time. the writing... couldn't expect less after reading lovesick dog. it was cutting you open then sewing you back up and cutting you open to sew you back up until the wound was imposible to close and your body was left disfigured. you could feel it.. it was so frustrating and hungry and desperate and lonely and pathetic and pitiful so needy so rough and sharp and cold that it cut through the screen amongst brief moments of comfort of warmth of validation that would only worsen the situation as they became less and less effective everytime they were given until they were no longer accepted until its no longer enough until its no longer understanding its no longer welcoming but another form of harm another kind of inflicted pain, the one that comes from not believing one is deserving of such affection. none of the characters failed to make me want to rip my hair out. also the fact that there was actual genuine seke bro... not my favorite part of the whole thing since other themes it touched were far more interesting to me than just the smut aspect(although heavenly) but its up there (top tier) so i had to mention it.(obviously) amazing. spectacular even. i have some complaints here and there but overall its an absolute gem u shouldn't miss out on if you crave tragedy. i love this author but i especially love codependency and self hatred portrayed in my literature. im not sure how i feel about the few last chapters quite honestly.. the open ending was fine i suppose since i can picture them living as a throuple.. if only we had some extras of some sort as closure... still happy they got to somewhat #heal. i am gonna miss probably none of them most likely ....they all kind of pissed me off.. i will still think about them every once in a while methinks.. anyway not my favorite thing ever i dont even know why i wrote this bs when i barely write reviews for things i am absolutely devoted to. anyway its the morning after and i became so engrossed in this it appeared in my dreams.. i wish han garam would appear in my dreams too.. sigh (8.6/10)
2026-08-04 03:57
Tags: #Psychological #3p
Ending is lackluster at best
I am absolutely speechless. This depicts the process of overcoming something you're “bound” to live with the burden of for the rest of your life so well I honestly have no proper way to describe how incredibly written and drawn this is. This brought me into feeling a rollercoaster of emotions I thought I'd never get to experience in such intense way, and it sincerely felt good. I wish for more stories like this that don't treat sexual assault as something to fill in the story for no reason or make a past seem "more horrific" just because, but as something that ruins your depiction of your own morals and leaves you to little or no self esteem regarding yourself, being in body, mind or both because you're stuck believing that you won't ever be anything more than the gruesome way you felt while it happened to you, especially when it's done by someone whom you cherished so deeply and never expected would have the courage to do something so sick and twisted to you. In the end, I'm glad there wasn't an actual forgiveness towards Noyeol parting from anyone who was affected by his actions but instead just the decision that attempting their best to move on without having forgetting it completely was the best they could do. I'm glad I gave this a read, and I'll probably read it again and again until I've caught the full meaning of it, but nothing will ever surpass the wonderful feeling of reading this for the first time. It's gut wrenching throughout it and the end just makes all the angst worth it. It's about the hard labour of living with something that looked like it'd stain you for the rest of your life and your best attempt at overcoming it with the help of those who care about you and also have a lot to learn being part of your journey. I hope everyone who read this had the same great experience I had reading it, and I hope everyone who's going to read it finds my review and agrees with my statement. Thank you to the author for coming up with such amazing story, amazing characters and amazing art.
I think the portraying of trauma is real and I can understand his character but I didn’t like the ending I needed more closure.. aswell as I didn’t enjoy the 3 people “love” triangle trope.
glad he didnt end up ith his rapist...welp that was a one heck of a manhwa
I’m never gonna read this again for obvious reasons but this author rarely misses
2026-06-22 19:03
Tags: #mature
An interesting story of learning how to heal from trauma. The author should’ve included trigger warnings for the content. The art style made it difficult to keep up with the ages of the MCs. Definitely a one and done for me.
im so hurt im never rereading this
i liked this. its about trauma and ptsd lol #yeah
