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2024-04-25 20:16
Tags: #rape #tragedy #psychological #dark #twisted #Horror
Absolute masterpiece about the aftermath of a sexual abuse victim, there are no words to describe how much this work affected me.
História sensacional, a autora lidou com tantas temáticas de uma vez e soube entrelaçar todo o drama em um suspense psicológico, eu não tinha ideia de qual seria o próximo passo nem consegui prever como ia acabar, definitivamente uma obra madura de uma autora que é a mãe de um gênero de mangás. A história é bastante complexa e muito realista, não sei se posso dizer que entendi todo o enredo kkkkkk de qualquer forma todos os personagens foram muito cativantes e tiveram seu momento enriquecendo o enredo
2024-01-18 15:29
Tags: #Psychological #tragedy #twisted #sad
I have literally never cried more after reading this
2024-01-09 08:45
Tags: #Psychological #tragedy #rape #Sexual Abuse #twisted #dark #trauma #Drama #violence #prostitute #yaoi
it's super addicting and entertaining, but it's hard to read ngl. i applaud the author for writing such an immersive work that even readers who haven't experienced SA (speaking for myself) can feel the anguish of the protagonist thru the screen. the imagery is quite good, and the characters, especially the villain, has a lot of depth, instead of being just a simple pedophile
ch 58. i don't see how ian and jeremy could ever be together without ian feeling resentment towards him. i mean, i knew ian was supposed to be endgame, but as of now, and possibly in the future it won't be anything like pure love. ian truly loves nadia and what he feels for jeremy is guilt, responsibility, and at best, a bit of lust. now i just feel extremely bad for nadia, bc ian cant extricate jeremy from his life and that would ruin their relationship
well, this had been very emotionally devastating. after completing this, i spent a day contemplating and tearing up when i think of all that occurred in this story. while it wasn't perfect, the emotional impact far exceeds the story's faults. the last 10-20 chapters felt directionless and filler-y. there was a lot of imagery and metaphors, flowery words, so to speak, that frankly felt abstract, confusing, and pretentious. (ie. some sequences of events were confusing bc they were mixed with hallucinations.) yes, it was still about the jeremy's trauma and his complex relationship with ian, and i liked how difficult the process of coming to terms with the trauma, but, still. everything before was really good, no short of a masterpiece. there are also a lot of characters and their plotlines that I found not super relevant to the plot. like the part when pascal was high and beating jeremy... i had to suspend my disbelief for that. that event was important for his chara development, but, still.
made me cry and throw up not even in a good way
2023-12-08 02:12
Tags: #5⭐
This was insanely mature and complicated for a manga it had me by the throat. I still think about this story till this day even tho I ready this years ago 5/5
2023-10-26 04:31
Tags: #twisted
It was really twisted and interesting in the beginning but then it dragged out and had very weird dialogues.
2023-10-07 11:55
Tags: #tragedy #Psychological
cant bear to finish. maybe I will another time
2023-10-04 19:33
Tags: #Yaoi #Historical #angst #drama
WARNING: explicit sexual abuse, trauma, mentions of suicide
Damn if only Sandra really did kill herself. She's an absolute failure of a mother, prioritizing herself over her son. (vol.2ch.11)
They're all annoying and fucked up
Ian is absuive but doesnt realize it, so im glad Jeremy refuses to recieve his love because he's just fucking toxic.
Nadia is a guilt tripper and no matter how many times Ian has confessed that he can't be with her, she bawls her eyes out and grasps on Ian like a fucking pussy she is.
The relationships are down right confusing.
I feel like some scenes are unnecessary.
Overall, i fucking skipped to the end as I was nearing vol.15. The whole thing was just a continuous cycle (ie. barely any character development), and became confusing and overbearing.
Four stars because it was a beautiful story, but had many flaws that made me become bored and uninterested.
very well written. read at your own risk.
This was by far one of the most infuriating yet interesting, upsetting, disturbing and depressing stories I’ve ever read. Jeremy’s character was set up to fail from the very start, he never stood a chance and he was a broken boy surrounded by other broken characters so he was never going to find his way out. Knowing all this is so heartbreaking but it’s also very real because these things happen irl and as a sa survivor reading this bought up so many feelings I’ve locked away and made me confront them and I’m still angry and sad but I don’t regret reading this at all that’s why I gave it 5stars because it made me feel many emotions
2023-05-26 09:45
Tags: #Age gap #trauma #tragedy #rape #Mature #Shounen Ai
Dang that was too real I find it sad for all of Ian's lovers because he will leave them for the MC I can understand but
This was a rough ride. This is as dark as it can be. If you’re looking for angsty smut, it’s not this. A wonderfully crafted story, layered characters, and tons of trauma. I was really triggered when he was on the streets and still haven’t recovered. I read alot of stories like this but this one had me scrambling for my own mental health. I probably should’ve stopped reading but I need to know the end for my own peace. Please don’t read if you are in a bad mental state. Please take breaks when you read. I guess what hits the most is that this story is reality for waaayy too many people. Heartbreaking