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(⊙︿⊙✿) BL From Hell

a list of manga that makes you think "this is some messed up shit!"

rated M for Masochistic
'cause that's the kind of mind you'll need to get through some of these stories.

things you'll see on this list:
+violence & physical abuse
+s&m sex scenes
+abusive relationships
+rape, molestation, sexual abuse
+incest
+death & suicide
+other disturbing subjects

suggestions welcome in the comments~
All(150) / manga(150)

Bi no Isu

 8.4(960 voted)
Complete
Author(s): IKE Reibun
Genre(s): Adult / Drama / Mature / Yaoi

ch 1-3 is a s&m story with some vioence in it, the rest of the manga is just cute stuff and smut lol

several days ago

Red Moon

 5.8(479 voted)
Complete
Author(s): Kaori Yuki
Genre(s): Drama / Psychological / Yaoi / One Shot

cannibalism and stuff

several days ago

Kaine

 7.5(127 voted)
Complete
Author(s): Yuki Kaori
Genre(s): Drama / Mystery / Psychological / Shoujo / Shounen Ai

ch 1 and 2: this is another one of those twin brother stories where one dies and the other ends up with multiple personalities. other stuff in this story: murder, suicide, death, sexual abuse, mental illness

several days ago

Boys Next Door

 8.1(175 voted)
Complete
Author(s): Yuki
Genre(s): Drama / Yaoi / Tragedy

story about a murderer and his cute gay prostitute boyfriend

several days ago

Tetsu x Rika

 6.8(18 voted)
Ongoing
Author(s): Motoni Modoru
Genre(s): Yaoi

this story is about an emotionally disturbed guy who molests & rapes his little brother.
content: incest, rape, molestation, violence and s&m, suicide, gangrape

several days ago

Suna No Shita No Suimyaku

 6.3(629 voted)
Ongoing
Author(s): Fukai Youki
Genre(s): Drama / Mature / Psychological / Yaoi

ch 3: incest, rape, abuse

several days ago

Tokyo Babylon

 9.1(260 voted)
Complete
Author(s): Ohkawa Ageha
Genre(s): Drama / Mystery / Shoujo / Shounen Ai / Supernatural / Tragedy

the stories in this series deal with death, rape, bullying, etc and the ending is really tragic. there's only a little bit of BL in it, but no yaoi lol

several days ago

Saigo no Sangatsu

 6.4(544 voted)
Ongoing
Author(s): tsukumo gou
Genre(s): Drama / School Life / Smut / Yaoi

rape and shota. idk why i didnt have this added i read it months ago lol.

several days ago

Notpia

 7.1(112 voted)
Ongoing
Author(s): Osada Noto
Genre(s): Drama / Horror / Mature / Psychological / Yaoi

chapter 6: story about a little boy who's a sociopath. necrophilia, violence, murder.
the other stories are kind of weird too

several days ago

Shingakkou - Noli Me Tangere

 8.7(181 voted)
Complete
Author(s): kusaka matsuri, pil/slash
Genre(s): Horror / Mystery / Psychological / School Life / Supernatural / Yaoi

a story about a religious school that has a satanic cult in it. stuff in this story: murder/death/suicide, some violence, sexual abuse, and a pedo priest.

several days ago

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Messages

ruiruiruirui April 19, 2025 1:00 am

I SAW THIS AND I ADDED THIS TO MY LIST.


WE NEED THERAPY

Huh April 24, 2024 6:37 am

I thought like demons from hell and now I need therapy

lockhae March 28, 2024 11:50 am

Hey, I just remember 1 scene, but I forgot the manhwa name.
The scene goes like this, uke got bondaged/raped/toyed. Then with his hand still tied
the uke wants someone's dick. Then someone (I think it's not the seme), stick his dick, but the uke still asking, 'why don't you give me dick?'. Turns out, that someone's dick is so small that the uke doesn't feel anything.

Does anybody know this?

Mongrel April 3, 2026 1:52 pm

if you havent found it , its "no reason"

Prettae September 23, 2022 7:17 pm

This list is gold

Maddufuckinsadist July 18, 2021 10:23 am

I dont like smut but i go to lists like this

rensiiyuu May 5, 2021 7:34 pm

I TOTALLY love your list, you describe all of the fics short but accurate. Tetsu x rika fic left me feeling so twisted

Meowww January 12, 2021 9:35 am

Anyone know of the manga where a boy is actually somewhat of a slave to an old man and then that old man brings another young small boy to be brothers with the older boy and then that older boy starts hating the young boy because he thought he might steal the old man

Sup Im holy water January 13, 2021 2:44 pm

It's called Ten Ten Shiro Shiro

Meowww January 13, 2021 2:52 pm
It's called Ten Ten Shiro Shiro Sup Im holy water

Yes you know i did a hell lot of account change and then found it yesterday lol

UNO October 28, 2020 4:47 pm

WHY IS JAPAN OBSESSED WITH INCEST I SWEAR TO GO-

theworstpersononemars September 29, 2020 11:22 pm

thx for hilariouse list! feeding lamb and ks were esspicially funny i o(^▽^)o

aoisuke July 15, 2020 9:59 am

Anybody know a list of Yaoi S&M??

Abrahel August 23, 2020 4:16 pm

I wanna know too if you find out...

KamiSama8000 November 15, 2019 9:16 pm

This is a good sh*t guys
Wow I wanna get pierced too