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(⊙︿⊙✿) BL From Hell

a list of manga that makes you think "this is some messed up shit!"

rated M for Masochistic
'cause that's the kind of mind you'll need to get through some of these stories.

things you'll see on this list:
+violence & physical abuse
+s&m sex scenes
+abusive relationships
+rape, molestation, sexual abuse
+incest
+death & suicide
+other disturbing subjects

suggestions welcome in the comments~
All(150) / manga(150)

Nishikaidan No Akuma

 7.5(768 voted)
Complete
Author(s): Ogawa Chise
Genre(s): Mystery / Psychological / Yaoi / One Shot

a one-shot about a boy who wanders into the wrong part of the school that has a demon in it or something like that.
content: abuse, violence, rape. dunno why this wasnt on here before when i read it months ago lol

several days ago

Sunao Ni Love

 6.1(919 voted)
Complete
Author(s): Shiranagi Yurika
Genre(s): One Shot / Yaoi / Drama / Gender Bender

this one seems kind of lovey-dovey but im putting it on here because they act like they dont give a rat's ass about the sister dying and they even have sex on her grave lol

several days ago

Sugar Dark

 6.8(212 voted)
Complete
Author(s): KOIWAZURAI Shibito
Genre(s): Drama / Psychological / Yaoi

this story is about a guy in an abusive relationship with his overly clingy bf who is messed up in the head because he was in love with and having sex with his nii-san who abandoned him. i thought it was pretty hot.

several days ago

Let Dai

 8.9(231 voted)
Complete
Author(s): Woon Soo-yeon
Genre(s): Drama / Mature / Psychological / School Life / Shounen Ai / Slice Of Life / Tragedy

ive only read the first volume of this manga, but so far it seems to be pretty disturbing. there's a lot of violence in it and probably some other messed up things. i'll update this as i read more of it probably.

several days ago

Hua Hua You Long

 8.4(501 voted)
Ongoing
Author(s): Xing Bao Er,Ai Li Ka
Genre(s): Drama / Historical / Mature / Yaoi

rape scenes (really sexy ones), some violence/s&m stuff, there doesnt seem to be much of a plot besides sex but the art is great lol

several days ago

Amai Hari

 6.1(427 voted)
Ongoing
Author(s): meiji kanako
Genre(s): Adult / Drama / Yaoi

a pervert blackmails a boy into a sexual relationship.
content: yaoi-rape

several days ago

Kimochi no Yukue (MEIJI Kanako)

 6.3(138 voted)
Complete
Author(s): meiji kanako
Genre(s): Adult / Drama / Smut / Yaoi

s&m yaoi-rape type stuff

several days ago

Finder

 9.5(300 voted)
Ongoing
Author(s): yamane ayano
Genre(s): Action / Drama / Mature / Yaoi

a kind of dark yakuza story. it has some rape (mostly just yaoi rape), kidnapping and using as a sex slave, bdsm stuff, some yakuza vs. mafia type violence, etc.

several days ago

Katsubou no Manazashi

 8.1(787 voted)
Complete
Author(s): takarai saki
Genre(s): Drama / Yaoi

kind of a dark story about a boy who's being raped by his mom's bf who he calls uncle for some reason lol. (its pretty much typical yaoi-rape) there's a cliche attempted gangrape scene too.

several days ago

Usotsuki Na Kimi No Toriko

 8.0(269 voted)
Complete
Author(s): minase masara
Genre(s): Drama / Yaoi

starts out like a pretty typical yaoi romance manga but in later chapters his ex-bf stalks him then hold him captive and sexually/physically assaults him.

several days ago

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Messages

ruiruiruirui April 19, 2025 1:00 am

I SAW THIS AND I ADDED THIS TO MY LIST.


WE NEED THERAPY

Huh April 24, 2024 6:37 am

I thought like demons from hell and now I need therapy

lockhae March 28, 2024 11:50 am

Hey, I just remember 1 scene, but I forgot the manhwa name.
The scene goes like this, uke got bondaged/raped/toyed. Then with his hand still tied
the uke wants someone's dick. Then someone (I think it's not the seme), stick his dick, but the uke still asking, 'why don't you give me dick?'. Turns out, that someone's dick is so small that the uke doesn't feel anything.

Does anybody know this?

Mongrel April 3, 2026 1:52 pm

if you havent found it , its "no reason"

Prettae September 23, 2022 7:17 pm

This list is gold

Maddufuckinsadist July 18, 2021 10:23 am

I dont like smut but i go to lists like this

rensiiyuu May 5, 2021 7:34 pm

I TOTALLY love your list, you describe all of the fics short but accurate. Tetsu x rika fic left me feeling so twisted

Meowww January 12, 2021 9:35 am

Anyone know of the manga where a boy is actually somewhat of a slave to an old man and then that old man brings another young small boy to be brothers with the older boy and then that older boy starts hating the young boy because he thought he might steal the old man

Sup Im holy water January 13, 2021 2:44 pm

It's called Ten Ten Shiro Shiro

Meowww January 13, 2021 2:52 pm
It's called Ten Ten Shiro Shiro Sup Im holy water

Yes you know i did a hell lot of account change and then found it yesterday lol

UNO October 28, 2020 4:47 pm

WHY IS JAPAN OBSESSED WITH INCEST I SWEAR TO GO-

theworstpersononemars September 29, 2020 11:22 pm

thx for hilariouse list! feeding lamb and ks were esspicially funny i o(^▽^)o

aoisuke July 15, 2020 9:59 am

Anybody know a list of Yaoi S&M??

Abrahel August 23, 2020 4:16 pm

I wanna know too if you find out...

KamiSama8000 November 15, 2019 9:16 pm

This is a good sh*t guys
Wow I wanna get pierced too