i literally don't know how to describe the level nor type of reluctant, regretful, obsessive, possessive yearning that seme experiences for uke. there's no word to describe it.
christ i mean yoonho (seme) will literally do ANYTHING for uke. it's actually sickening, and he needed to grow a backbone a LOT faster than he did. obsession doesn't even begin to describe it
seme has been obsessed with uke for SO long. they're both baseballers, and the bat seme uses for each game is the one uke gave to him when they were younger. he also has a massive portrait of uke in is house, and watches uke's games and interviews on repeat every night
seme is completely in love and obsessed w uke, his sunbae. he has a fucking tattoo dedicated to him, which he taps before every ice hockey game for good luck.
seme literally tells uke, "you were my god" in chapter 26
in a very strange and fucked up way, seme treats uke like he's worth everything in the world
uke literally keeps a diary of every time he and seme interact like............
they both are so obsessed with one another. uke will do absolutely anything for seme, just to keep him around, and seme can't even function and wants to literally k himself if uke isn't around
unfortunately bum treats sangwoo like he personally created oxygen
della (seme) literally almost gets himself killed multiple times bc he wants to stay w uke a little longer (enemies to lovers btw)
obsessive seme
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