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Create: 2015-08-07 Last update: 2023-12-23
Tearjerking,Thought provoking,Emotional rollercoaster of BL mangas ranging from normal stories with a Dark tone to Extremely Twisted plots & characters.
DISCLAIMERSome mangas have very disturbing contents like - incest, rape, orgy, abuse, polyamorous relations, different types of psychosexual disorders. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK.
***REVIEW NOTES*** - pairings,tag/descriptions,mild spoilers,my thoughts on the manga <- mangas having TRAGIC END <- HIGHLY disturbing content WARNING
You may feel your favorite manga should be gathered together into distinct categories for your own reference and, now, you can do this with a LIST. After you've created your list or lists, you can proudly recommend them to other manga fans to showcase and share your taste in manga.
This really fucked up but anyone know a yaoi manga where the seme sells his body (I think) and there’s a scene implying him and his mother had sex and she pays him saying “this for today” and he replies with “thanks mom” also his mom is a prostitute and she doesn’t have a husband
And then these stories suddenly reminded me the song Gangsta by Kehlani. ~I'm fucked up, I'm black and blue, I'm build for all the abuseeeeee..... A master piece of a list. Thank you very much.
Two really good psychology fucks are MASK and Interview with a Murderer!
I'd also recommend LopLop just as a read, but not something for the list, since while the psychology fuck is great, it doesn't seem like yaoi like the other works of CTK.
Hi Otakulys. It's been a while! Hope you are doing well! Actually I had already started on a 2nd list. It's here - http://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/280648/ BUT, I am still not recommending it as it is in it's preliminary stage and I haven't still gotten around to review it. Like all my other list, I am still just contemplating on & experimenting with it. And mangas will get switched over between this list & the 2nd list. I am also planning to separate the mildly darker incest BLs from here to my Incest list. Unfortunately, I had to put everything on hold for some time as I moved to another country with my entire family. It took me a while to settle down with my post-grad, new job, family and everything. But, I finally have time to spare for my lists. Hopefully I will be able to update my lists now, though it won't be as frequent as before. But slowly I'll get there. PS. Recommend me something new you have read? Even though I was still reading BL with the little spare time I had, I might have missed some!
Hi Otakulys. It's been a while! Hope you are doing well!Actually I had already started on a 2nd list. It's here - http://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/280648/BUT, I am still not recommending it as it is in it's... ⚣_Holic
I totally understand that. Good luck with adjusting and everything! I figured you'd continue, which was why I grew curious after a decent amount of time passed. Thank you for the link, though. And I was actually going to ask if you might consider separating the incest. I feel like, with yaoi, that isn't really all that shocking. Obviously others might disagree, but while I'm personally not a fan, I see it enough to be pretty numb to it, haha. Obviously twisted relationships that involve incest are a little different, though. I feel like I've read a few more, but I'd have to think about it.
I had mentioned before that Feeding Lamb should definitely be up here, easily in the top five of most disturbing yaoi. Possibly the number one spot, depending. http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/feeding_lamb/
Everything by this author should be on the list, though. I have two of the titles on my "rape that doesn't end in love" list, but technically none of these end in love, but Feeding Lamb is too disturbing overall to really satisfy that concept. I'll rec some more as they come to me!
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This isnt related but..I cant sleep.
Same here
This really fucked up but anyone know a yaoi manga where the seme sells his body (I think) and there’s a scene implying him and his mother had sex and she pays him saying “this for today” and he replies with “thanks mom” also his mom is a prostitute and she doesn’t have a husband
Come on , why I'm not surprised at all.
i think it might be sumomo (harada)
did u find it
I think this one could be on the list :-)
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/obscura/
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Hmmm.....I like this list ...so I will follow this :)
I decided to read everything in here. I just finished the first one. Looking forward to more in here.
But yuuutsu na is not messed up its beautiful story portrayed very beautifully by shoko hidaka !
And then these stories suddenly reminded me the song Gangsta by Kehlani.
~I'm fucked up, I'm black and blue, I'm build for all the abuseeeeee.....
A master piece of a list. Thank you very much.
I just want to say that THANK YOU FOR YOUR LIST! I LOVED ITOU-SAN SO MUCH!!! IT WAS MASTERPIECE! Thank you so much! I will read more from your list!
Two really good psychology fucks are MASK and Interview with a Murderer!
I'd also recommend LopLop just as a read, but not something for the list, since while the psychology fuck is great, it doesn't seem like yaoi like the other works of CTK.
Sorry, MADK, not MASK lol
Do you think you'll be making a second list like this, now that this one is full?
Hi Otakulys. It's been a while! Hope you are doing well!
Actually I had already started on a 2nd list. It's here - http://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/280648/
BUT, I am still not recommending it as it is in it's preliminary stage and I haven't still gotten around to review it. Like all my other list, I am still just contemplating on & experimenting with it. And mangas will get switched over between this list & the 2nd list. I am also planning to separate the mildly darker incest BLs from here to my Incest list.
Unfortunately, I had to put everything on hold for some time as I moved to another country with my entire family. It took me a while to settle down with my post-grad, new job, family and everything. But, I finally have time to spare for my lists. Hopefully I will be able to update my lists now, though it won't be as frequent as before. But slowly I'll get there.
PS. Recommend me something new you have read? Even though I was still reading BL with the little spare time I had, I might have missed some!
I totally understand that. Good luck with adjusting and everything! I figured you'd continue, which was why I grew curious after a decent amount of time passed. Thank you for the link, though. And I was actually going to ask if you might consider separating the incest. I feel like, with yaoi, that isn't really all that shocking. Obviously others might disagree, but while I'm personally not a fan, I see it enough to be pretty numb to it, haha. Obviously twisted relationships that involve incest are a little different, though. I feel like I've read a few more, but I'd have to think about it.
I had mentioned before that Feeding Lamb should definitely be up here, easily in the top five of most disturbing yaoi. Possibly the number one spot, depending. http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/feeding_lamb/
Everything by this author should be on the list, though. I have two of the titles on my "rape that doesn't end in love" list, but technically none of these end in love, but Feeding Lamb is too disturbing overall to really satisfy that concept. I'll rec some more as they come to me!