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Dark Past BaggagesTrauma in ◥✤BL✤◤

[Mostly contains drama ranging from light to heavy.]

Trauma, being a rape victim,  physical abuse. COPING plus situations where seme/uke discovers their dark secret. 
Is the partner ready to take on the responsibility?

PS: (I have preference for healing love, Let's avoid rape fetishizing this time, even if just for this list.)
Tags: BL genre
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Rift (Conro)

 9.1(147 voted)
Complete
Author(s): Conro
Genre(s): Yaoi / Adult / Drama / Romance

uke
The painful death of his father shook uke to the core. Due to the trauma and fear of death, he'd gone ahead and forced seme to sex. Disappeared and came back but is never the same. This poor broken boy.
You won't realize how much you love someone until he's gone. Seme desperately searched but failed. Rips the heart. #reencounter
It's a solid, intense plot tinged with a poignant, bittersweet tone.
▸seme: the most patient, kindest, sweetes

25 04,2017

Raising a Bat

 9.2(405 voted)
Complete
Author(s): Jade
Genre(s): Romance / School Life / Shounen Ai / Webtoons

uke
If anybody has experienced the bottom of the pits it's Min gyeom. What horrible parent. That is why he is what he is now just to survive. Not only that, even in the present story he even got seduced and deceived by some fucktard of an asshole away from what could have been his oasis of love, then cheated on. No wonder the boy attempted suicide.
▸He and the seme was still able to get together to repair what was lost and experience happiness.

20 03,2017

Love Home

 8.1(207 voted)
Complete
Author(s): kiriyu kiyoi
Genre(s): School Life / Yaoi

uke
Ch. 1-2: couple 1 - Abuse, domestic violence victim. Rape victim - trauma, still surfaces. Seme Learned of it When they started living together.
▸ seme is a snobby lone wolf type but his nice side surfaces when it comes to uke. is even respectful enough to not sleep with uke who is suffering from trauma.

15 06,2016

Sawaranaide, Kowareteimasu

 7.5(245 voted)
Complete
Author(s): kashio
Genre(s): Yaoi

uke
ch 4: he's learned about this infamous senpai who's like the slut of the campus who'd bj just about anyone. what he don't know is that carefree smile and aggressive flirty attitude is just a shield to hide the deepest hurts. it's sad.
▸ uke is a rape victim. that fucking ex is a grand asshole.
▸ seme had a lot of regrets but decided to act on it and discovered what's wrong.

20 03,2017

Dog Style

 9.0(301 voted)
Complete
Author(s): Motoni Modoru
Genre(s): Comedy / Mature / School Life / Yaoi

uke
a heartbreaker story. it will make you feel the happy drunkenness of love and it slowly gets heavy when a horrible and traumatic past behind uke's smiling face is revealed, coupled with unrequited love
#rape trauma

10 02,2016

Take Over Zone

 8.8(192 voted)
Complete
Author(s): minase masara
Genre(s): Romance / School Life / Sports / Yaoi

uke
▸ sexual molestation victim.
really cute story about a guy with past trauma who recently got challenged to run in the tracks again with this irritating guy.
▸ the seme even if he is a bit of a bully, is gentle when it really matters. he was never out of place. good manga. good treatment.

27 03,2017

Tsumaranai Otoko

 8.3(385 voted)
Complete
Author(s): yamamoto kotetsuko
Genre(s): Drama / Romance / Yaoi

uke
#rape trauma.
Ch.3-5: #childhood friends. younger seme x older uke. seme younger by 4 years.
uke went back to town from the city to the surprise of the people but he just smiled it off. good kohai did not expect that something did actually happen.

29 03,2017

Yoru To Asa No Uta

 8.5(188 voted)
Complete
Author(s): harada
Genre(s): Adult / Drama / Tragedy / Yaoi

seme
# gay rape trauma
# raped @ch.4-5.
guy loves women so he got shocked that he fucked his band member, a very male guy in the darkness in his drunkenness. and because of him bullying the band member, he went far on a fan and her yakuza big brother decided to take revenge.
▸ uke took care of him after being raped.

29 03,2017

Koukyuu No Arika

 8.4(303 voted)
Complete
Author(s): Sakura Sakuya
Genre(s): Action / Mature / Romance / Tragedy / Yaoi

uke
#main focus of the manga is the long-standing trauma, realistic treatment.
# rape victim.
it's nice and slow-paced so it took time revealing yuu's deep trauma that still haunts his sleep in the middle of the arrival of the young master and the dogs he's taking care of.
▸ it's cute how the seme slowly change for uke.
note: this is a slice of life drama. not your SHOUJO-Y romance so don't expect sparkling fluff.

30 03,2017

Itaike na Bokura

 7.9(728 voted)
Complete
Author(s): fuwa shinri
Genre(s): Drama / Romance / School Life / Slice Of Life / Yaoi

uke
rape trauma.
ch.4: page.1-32: school life. talented volley player refused to join while the well-meaning sempai tries to make him join. my only problem with this oneshot is that it's too short!
▸ uke still has nightmares and hates being touched.
▸seme is super kind and super persistent lol. but it's good that way since it made the uke start opening up.

19 04,2017

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Messages

hataki June 9, 2019 10:36 am

someone else who has love mode as a source of heart break??
shiki man....

takame September 4, 2019 7:25 am

love mode? sorry i don't understand it that much.. do you mean trauma from a bad romance?

hataki September 5, 2019 6:03 pm
love mode? sorry i don't understand it that much.. do you mean trauma from a bad romance? takame

no. in love mode, shiki died. affected booth our guys for a long time from their time in England together.

takame September 5, 2019 6:07 pm
no. in love mode, shiki died. affected booth our guys for a long time from their time in England together. hataki

oh, the manga haha sorry i only get it now. i'll review again and check. it's been years since i last read it since the manga is my contemporary LOL. thanks for the reminder, hataki.