I’m a bit confused about lewis last words “after school let’s go home” why did he ...

He mentioned school because he confused the doctor with his ex.
They used to go home togheter after school,, pain
He loved him till the end even after all his shitty actions ;(

Thank you but now I’m crying again

After 2 years I still can’t get off it, just thinking about it my chest hurts

Months*

I’m so upset because he spent his last words on his musty ex WHY MY POOR BBY I just I’m so so upset. And I read December rain and the actual novel for this manga all in one nightCan’t wait to read this again in A couple months and cry

December rain I read it like 2 years ago,,, obviously I cried my eyes out- and then this Christmas they updated the last extra chapter and I was like: WHYYY? I JUST STARTED TO FORGET ABOUT IT-

Well the title of the story is “10 years I loved YOU the most” (the “you” implying his ex).... just cuz he spent his last days with the warmth and kindness of the doctor you can’t just expect him to forget about the man he first loved, the man he sacrificed everything for in his last moments he was remembering the time/moments he was most happiest which he discusses and remember many times throughout the novel being in their school days :(

THIS IS SO UPSETTING BUT IT MAKES IT ALL THE MORE REALISTIC AND PAINFUL