AND ITS KILLING ME INSIDE. i'm just sitting here. minding my business, trying to listen to music until fall asleep. if i don't, my mind will just go off the rails with overthinking. The song "Discover" by Chris Brown came on and all I could picture was the scenes of their high school years and how their lives progressed and now i'm crying. EARLIER TODAY, I was reading a beautiful fluffy bl.. and yk that point in their relationship where they establish a solid relationship.. like "i love you and i'll never leave you"?? THEY WERE SO CUTE BUT I COULDNT GET ZHISHUS CRYING FACE OUT OF MY HEAD. Like i read it a whole 2 months ago and i'm still struggling for no reason and ofc being so emotionally unstable, I end up crying every time i let my mind wander. it's fine though because only bad bitches get affected like this.
AND ITS KILLING ME INSIDE.
i'm just sitting here. minding my business, trying to listen to music until fall asleep. if i don't, my mind will just go off the rails with overthinking. The song "Discover" by Chris Brown came on and all I could picture was the scenes of their high school years and how their lives progressed and now i'm crying. EARLIER TODAY, I was reading a beautiful fluffy bl.. and yk that point in their relationship where they establish a solid relationship.. like "i love you and i'll never leave you"?? THEY WERE SO CUTE BUT I COULDNT GET ZHISHUS CRYING FACE OUT OF MY HEAD. Like i read it a whole 2 months ago and i'm still struggling for no reason and ofc being so emotionally unstable, I end up crying every time i let my mind wander. it's fine though because only bad bitches get affected like this.