So...

Yea... honesty what the ex did by pushing him away coldly and rejecting yoon advance was right.... since he already had a new boyfriend that kinda accompanied him throughout his most difficult time when they can’t find yoon. But at the same time the ex sometimes wanting to be involved w yoon’s life is also umm I can’t blame him since they literally known each other for so long and they loved each other for so long. And even if he had a new boyfriend they only officially started date half a year ago but that doesn’t mean he doesn’t still love yoon (he literally just started to put more attention on himself and people around and start accepting yoon isn’t in his life anymore (because they think he died) and now suddenly yoon popped up when his new relationship and self-acknowledgement just started. It’s really realistic since we can’t control our heart and feeling and we feel left out for no particular reason, and I also love the fact he also self criticized himself and realized how hypocrite his thoughts were. Sometimes rationally we know this is wrong and shouldn’t be thinking what shouldn’t be thought yet our heart does otherwise urgg. Y r human like this... sighsss

And yea this ex new bf is really urggg. Like I sympathize w him and I would also feel insecure when if my partner’s previous partner showed up and you know that your partner used to fcking love that person soo much that he literally is always drowning in sorrow and desperation looking for him. Such strong love they shared would even scared me w the thought that they might rekindled their flames. What he needs to do is be more trusting w his partner tho honesty I would find it hard to do too.... gosh soo conflicting