Latest episode is ep.19 and so far there's no rape.
I only see chapter 17 where are you reading it?
I bought the chapters on Ridibooks but there is english translation of chap 18 and 19 on mangaowl ^-^
https://mangaowl.net/single/63972/even-if-you-don-t-love-me?__cf_chl_jschl_tk__=a8fcc6caeb3973b002491955c0f8b4523fda8a56-1613789032-0-AcJcLbA2vbEuRS2JN-EAbieHi3VRH9FCOGKgvC8HWYU-_ximm9SzBfwKxCH8imtKbJO0VUgTTNFwGrquQ_znG93y1s9CbtEn4F2asceEZnGeSz241K4bfsbCCh1LMQ9y_CSpfEp5veA1mFvOKIZLekdaHPJfIX8Qy2Oqlj7M5SL_eNW3IOeOqMERE7s1wH8nktUZs1TV4oCnn63fBheB1FEJaUxki8LLGSMAEulQ1bGATjSxl6Xrtk9mCA5JTLjCFMhAFTZIMF3xNFtbwP7fs7VMczbGeKa364fn_Ssz-7oKAQryoWtYhp7c92f5i4PZSSDuZKexRVjrt0veO68qM0uBV848ODNmgX5_8VEnKAuTCm_wCeQVPl6UETPUBYEKESTUAI8MTxVk8ohWBmIF5GIgup7Nzcbs-_1coq50NjzB
There is no rape right? Please i want them to start as good not bad ╥﹏╥spoil if you know please