I don't know how many times i reread this, but it's still so beautiful and i fell in love ...

I totally agree! I reread this over and over, and each time (even though I’ve read it many times) I long to hear Takara tell Kiyomine he loves him.

I’d love for them to really share a romantic kiss or even a little light bedroom fun since they are in bed together every night, but it’s clear the author wants to keep Takara’s image innocent, far too innocent sadly. But it makes him so innocent that you almost have to hear him say the words because there is no lust at all so you can’t tell if his feelings are romantic or brotherly. Whereas it is clear Kiyomine not only loves Takara but lusts for him too so his love isn’t innocent.