its 3am and i am not ok

I AM SOBBING ?!,!, I WAS ALREADY TOO DAMN EMOTIONAL NOT EVEN HALFWAY THROUGH THE STORY AND BY THE TIME I REACHED THE END I COULDNT EVEN READ BC MY EYES WERE TOO BLURRED BY TEARS., I AM TYPING IN ALL CAPS BC IT REFLECTS HOW I AM FEELING INSIDE ATM I AM NOT OKAY I NEED A FUCKING HUG