Love the story so much =v= But i hate that Tsukasa is not a virgin anymore... He loves Rik...

I felt the same thing. :( I was like "sighhh, but still, it doesn't feel right though."

I also understand that feeling but then I realized that, as they said, he has animal instincts he couldn't hold on. That's why everybody in that school was amazed by the fact Rikkun still a virgin :0

even if he loves him, he thought he was never going to see him again, so you cant blame him.

huh? he's not a virgin? which part was it saying that Tsukasa is not a virgin? I didnt realize it though..

i cant really remember where now, but i do remember they said they could tell from smell and that tsukasa made fun of him for it

oh yeah right..is it the moment when Tsukasa said Rikkun is a virgin? is it that part?

I agree..
But animals have mate season right? ┑(￣Д ￣)┍

Same. And even though they're "animals" they're still people--they have control over themselves, or at least should. If he wasn't still in love with Riku it wouldn't have been such a big deal, but for me personally i find that sleeping with people when you don't have feelings for them or when you're in love with someone else is kinda...squicky, I guess? I don't judge people for doing it, everyone has the right to do what they want, but personally I find it a bit distasteful and upsetting. But that's just me!

Don't think tsukasa ever said he wasn't a virgin since I didn't read the part that he wasn't.

Yeah... He didn't. But it was kinda implied. I don't really mind them not being a virgin, but the fact that Tsukasa loved Riku since they were kids mean that he had sex with whomever without feelings :( So I'm hoping I read between the lines wrong.

Tsukasa definitely wasn't a virgin; it was hinted at several times and Tsukasa pretty much admitted it himself several times but sex and love aren't the same thing, nor do they have to go hand in hand. Just like you can have a person emotionally attracted to one gender but able to be physically attracted to either. And I get what you mean but, being separated for 10 years with no way of contacting each other, I feel like they're entitled to explore the possibility of relationships with other people (it's not like you're only allowed to love one person, after all).

Personally, I'm not really one for manga where you have two virgins finally get together and the heavens open and angels descend from a field of light with a full orchestra accompaniment and blah blah blah. It's just so glaringly unrealistic. Cuz the first time sucks when neither person knows what s/he is doing, especially with 2 men where prep is extremely essential. Viva experience! ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ

yas, viva experience ヾ(☆▽☆)