Idk if I should stay or drop at this point

Look I kinda appreciate at first that this is based of reality and our Paul is a badass independent fl. but the latest chapter have been too real (what’s that fantasy tag for?!) that at this point it’s depressing. I’m still on the idea that Paul better of alone and do what she’s happy with but we know the emperor gonna crash her normal life (based on the spoiler I’ve read and srsly idk if i should continue knowing what prob gonna happen).....