help pls! looking for the yaoi where an actor falls for his first man which happens to be ...

help pls! looking for the yaoi where an actor falls for his first man which happens to be his co-star (seme) but is rejected harshly. the uke rebounds w/ one of the staff members(?) and the seme's ex later guest stars on the tv show they're working on. the seme develops strong feelings for the uke eventually but it just jumbles up into one big love triangle/square