I'm crying after i see the picture that the fact nam jaeha already die. Before that scene ...

I'm crying after i see the picture that the fact nam jaeha already die. Before that scene come out, i just think how nam jaeha doing? Is he ok now? But then i'm a little shock after i see that picture and i start to cry i feel sorry for nam jaeha and if nam jaeha is my friend, and he die, he's suffer... I feel guilty in my hole life and never forget about him and miss him so bad... Nam jaeha i miss him