Just like what subaru said be it love or hate he just want to be with him and sensei said he fell for him that can explain why he falters whenever he learned more sides of subaru. He didn't hurt sora it's just at the start he considered using the child if he needs to (glad he didn't) I think the reason why they didn't held hands is because they're still renewing their trust with each other and in a process of rebuilding their relationship.
Just like what subaru said be it love or hate he just want to be with him and sensei said he fell for him that can explain why he falters whenever he learned more sides of subaru. He didn't hurt sora it's just at the start he considered using the child if he needs to (glad he didn't) I think the reason why they didn't held hands is because they're still renewing their trust with each other and in a process of rebuilding their relationship.