Oh my gosh

I read this all in one day and I legit cried so hard when he passed floor 10 and when he went back over and over again to explain himself to Marcus/Sword Saint. He looked so heartbroken, having to relive and overwrite even good experiences. The panel that compared Marcus'/Sword Saint's face of trust and distrust broke me. Not only is he taking a lot of psychological damage from his skill but he seems to have realized that this new skill comes with a lot of baggage and as a "good" person, his new skill can break him and he needs to hold on. This is so good and I'm just waiting for him to gain companions because this kind of baggage feels like it is too much. My heart...