I can totally understand .. I love twisted stories too ^^
here are some of my favorites ^^
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/j_no_subete/
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/barairo_no_hoo_no_koro/ (this one is about time before J no Subete.. but read J no Subete first..)
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/the_inheritance_of_aroma/
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/nanadome_no_gomenne/ (this one is about incest.. so I don't know if you will like that.... it's short.. )
OMG YES. NAKAMURA ASUMIKO <333
I've read all of Kojima Lalako too XD
OMG THANKS XD XD
Incest is fine with me... when it meets certain conditions, which I don't even know what, but nanadome was good (´ڡ`ლ)
The only other incest stories I approve of are *fluffy* http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/super_lovers/ (which is technically not even incest but still) , *twisted* http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/ibitsu_no_kakera/ and *twisted* Yume Yume Shinjuu(also by Kojima-sensei)
XD XD XD Thank you once more <3
Chise and Asumiko are reeeally good, keep reading her works xD
But look, I have here a list with really dark shit :B take a look! ~
http://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/1603/
I experience the same thing. After reading yaoi for so long i Crave for weird and twisted stories. Thankfully i found this
http://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/29740/
THIS. Is the kind of story that got me continuing yaoi after all these years, after getting bored of all the pink fluffy stories that were so surreal(but we all love). Sometimes I just got so bored of being happy. I wanted to read some sad twisted stories(yes I probably am twisted but aren't we all) and I had no place to turn to because such stories don't get wildly popular like the fluffy ones do and they are so very hard to find.
But oh hail Psyche Delico-sama(I'm really starting to treat sensei as a God-like now), I have found my cure - the holes in my life(?) are becoming filled.
Please, can anyone recommend any other author that's like sensei?? LOL. I know Yoneda Kou-sensei does works pretty similar and she's amazing but psychologically I'd really prefer Psyche-sensei. (▰˘◡˘▰)
I'm also really digging Ogawa Chise-sensei's works ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~
Hell yeah, long live psychological yaoi! Banzai! Banzai! Banzai!
That being said, don't get me wrong, I still damn love fluffy stories. They're what brightens up my day. ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶