this situation hits too hard. i was in hamin’s situation for the longest. except i never did it because i too have a little brother that i want to protect. i couldn’t leave without the comfort that he would be okay without me. eventually, it turned more into bomi’s situation bc i got a boyfriend that my mom didn’t approve of and i sort of blew up and realized that i was tired of trying to please her. our relationship has been way better since tho. even if it’s still hard every day mentally, i remind myself of what’s important to me. i’m happy that i decided to keep trying (▰˘◡˘▰)
I'm happy that the things turned out to be better than before I wish u and ur brother all the happiness in the world . Really nothing deserve to lose ur precious life for .keep trying and find the people who you could lean on and keep fighting I know Hamin and bomi's pain in the academic pressure as well since we do have one of the worst system to enter collage ever. I mean I got score 97% in general and A+ turns out I couldn't enter the department that I wished since my childhood bc of a stupid decimal number like why. And yes I used to be a top student all the time except once. That was painful for me to try my best most of the time and I couldn't achieve my dreams not to mention my situation with my mother I was lucky the things turned out better in the end after a lot of stress. Hamin is forced to be a doctor or lawyer in the future and wasn't able to achieve his dream as well. I really feel Hamin it will be hard to see him getting depressed slowly but I am happy that we have a character like him and bomi to make the others acknowledge similar situations like that. I have seen a lot of highschool and collage students suicide bc of our horrible education system :"(
I can't be the only one who can't breathe properly while reading this right? Like I feel suffocation and extremely uncomfy.Idk but it hurts like hell the last chapter was literally too much I hate how this arc is so damn well-written ༎‿༎