This is bad (pretty much vent for myself)

what happened

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Wow I type so much word and it just disappear?! WHAT THE FUCK WITH THIS BUG AAGHHH （/TДT)/

girl what

Umm basically whenever I read some yaoi or str8 manga/hwa/hua that includes seggs in it I doesn't feel like horny

But when I try to read joker-r and torokeru kaikan I feel horny as fuck so I came up with conclusion that I maybe got horny because of the cute boy face or basically shota Soo am I shotacon?? Or it's just fetish or kink? But I really don't want to fuck kid like wtf
┗( T﹏T )┛ I'm confused

umm...it would appear so, altho, I think you could just be bored with the repetitive yaoi theme, so maybe try taking a break from yaoi, and if you still feel like shota is better, then I guess you would be a shotacon.
Also, i dont think liking shota means you wanna fuck a kid, it might just be that u r turned on cause its something new?
I dont know much about this, since im not a big fan of shota, but I hope i helped!

Uhm that is very clear explanation I might be bored with repetitive yaoi like it's always rape and then the same had a bad past the the uke forgive him unlike shotacon it's more like rape and the other would like just some innocent kid want to do naughty thing...
That's right I'm just bored(⊙…⊙ )

Thank you

i agree with the other person that explained it to you, honestly you can't control what turns you on so if you get off reading that then good for you, as long as you dont make it weird and don't practice those things in real life then you're fine bby dw