I never like that kind of character (the uke) it wasn't even me but i feel soooooo embarra...

I never like that kind of character (the uke) it wasn't even me but i feel soooooo embarrassed reading every uke parts even from the begining esp his inner thoughts, like come on if he doesn't want you just continue living to for yourself, you have a value please have some self-respect just enjoy your life for yourself don't make things harder for yourself if you are aware he's not into you then he's not into you stop it!!! Seems like this author like to make a mega doo-doo jerk seme and i have no self-respect uke