Right? You'd think that she'd learn from her mistakes but nope, she's still as obsessive as ever. Smh. Rosaline is a lot better fit than she is.
Honestly! She’s had a third party perspective of the ML’s thoughts from the novel but she’s legit so blinded by the fact that she was “destined” to be loved by him that everything seemed insignificant. She still believes that all of it is still just a novel even when he has thoughts and feelings outside of the narrative or when he experiences times outside of the novels settings. Legit she lived a whole ass life before that one in the novel and she still doesn’t get it ヽ(`Д´)ﾉ
I don’t think I could ever sympathise with Ella anymore, cause she read the same novel as the MC, she knows why he’s so desperate for her to love their children and for her to hate them because the ML wanted to show them more affection and to give them a world that he never got when he was their age. Instead all she could see was his eyes not directed towards her and that enrages me (╬￣皿￣)凸 Poor ML he was “genuinely” (as genuine as a written word for word love encounter gets) in love with her in the past and it probably would’ve broken his heart to have to see her crumble away slowly over time and to shut her away in a secluded palace for the safety of others as well as his children.
I’m gonna be honest this is mostly because I have strong maternal instincts so that’s why I’m so enraged (づ￣ ³￣)づ I’m just so glad that the MC understands ML’s background and understands his issues even just a little bit.