Gosh darn It's been 10 years and this being my first yaoi book, after years of dropping the series and coming back, I can see the book in different image. I mostly stay for Onodera line cus I often just go with one pairing for such books but gosh darn. Takano feels lust, not love. They always say how in love they were in each other but, young Takano just said "ok sure" and then, immediately, sex. 10 years later, immediately, sex and overgoing for boundaries. Yeah, Ritsu is also seeing he is causing a lot of misunderstanding but gosh darn, if not for that rain we would have the end of the story ages ago. Takano doesn't know Ritsu's boundaries, he keeps saying that things hurt, that he doesn't want them, while Takano just goes for it. It feels more of a Stockholm Syndrome than a relationship since Ritsu not only has Takano as his boss but as a neighbour, too. The fact that he himself also was a stalker doesn't make this better...
I wish that Takano would finally listen for onodera and Onodera would be able to open up and not just be teased about the feelings he clearly has and we all know but, gosh darn it's so fricking frustrating. I just want this series to be over so I can finally myself have some closure.
Gosh darn It's been 10 years and this being my first yaoi book, after years of dropping the series and coming back, I can see the book in different image.
I mostly stay for Onodera line cus I often just go with one pairing for such books but gosh darn. Takano feels lust, not love.
They always say how in love they were in each other but, young Takano just said "ok sure" and then, immediately, sex. 10 years later, immediately, sex and overgoing for boundaries. Yeah, Ritsu is also seeing he is causing a lot of misunderstanding but gosh darn, if not for that rain we would have the end of the story ages ago.
Takano doesn't know Ritsu's boundaries, he keeps saying that things hurt, that he doesn't want them, while Takano just goes for it. It feels more of a Stockholm Syndrome than a relationship since Ritsu not only has Takano as his boss but as a neighbour, too. The fact that he himself also was a stalker doesn't make this better...
I wish that Takano would finally listen for onodera and Onodera would be able to open up and not just be teased about the feelings he clearly has and we all know but, gosh darn it's so fricking frustrating. I just want this series to be over so I can finally myself have some closure.