i feel like this is so nerve-racking cuz i dont know how the seme feels like i cant tell if he likes the situations or not
That's right it's so hard to tell what's in his mind. Like he don't actually shiw any affection towards the uke, and the seme also said that he likes helping guys that is pitiful? Or pathetic?
i feel like this is so nerve-racking cuz i dont know how the seme feels like i cant tell if he likes the situations or not