So it actually wasn’t that sad.
It’s sad actually. Because some of us living the same hell as Murano
It's sad because despite his partner trying to reassure him, he's so traumatized he can't bounce back, his colleagues are really the worst thing ever spawned by a human mind
*Not as sad as I thought
Ahhhh know i understand more, before your explanation i felt something missing but your 3 point above rly helped me and your explanation are fit up the missing. Thanks
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Now this is gold story inded with many meaning and considered angst but its still lack some emotion we felt cus that tooo short to develop it.
Oh my gosh, I saw a typo and edited it to fix it, and the replies to this went away, I'm so sorry.
Nvm, just my tablet acting up and not showing stuff.
No problem, glad it helped!
Damn if it weren't for this i wouldn't have gotten to fully understand some parts. Thank you!!! (≧∀≦) though i really wish the author could've made this more easier to understand cuz if i didn't pay attention to the story and just thought it was porn, i never would've thought this manga has a really a sad story (￣∇￣") also Ookami-san please let me feel your oppai ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄
Since a lot of people didn't understand the ending, I'm going to break it down and explain the end. THERE ARE SPOILERS.
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HERE ARE SOME THINGS TO KNOW FIRST
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#1 Ok so firstly the main character is tortured by peer presure, and he is trying to fit in to the status quo of society. There is a saying in Japan that "the nail that sticks out will be hammered down, meaning those that are different will be forced to conform.
#2 Secondly in Japan it is considered rude to talk to people about ones own problems. So if there is anything that is bothering you that you want advice for, or if you have something that you want to get off your chest, you are supposed to keep it to yourself so as to not trouble others with your problems.
#3 Gay people are still being discriminated against in Japan, of course this is not limited to only Japan.
OK, HERE IS WHAT HAPPENED
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The main character Murano easily gives in to any kind of peer pressure as a defense mechanism developed in order to fit in and conform to societal norms, which he knows somewhere in the back of his head that he does not fit, but he doesn't want to admit it.
Murano admires Ookami for being able to live anyway he wants to and be himself without worrying about what others will think or how society will treat him, but murano also despises that about Ookami because he himself is emotionally unable be himself and live the way he wants, and is unable to emotionally handle the probable negative response and discrimination from others that doing so would bring
Murano ends up regretting having sex with Ookami because it confirmed one of the things that he was trying to deny to himself, that he is gay, which goes against what society considers normal.
After the time skip it is implied that Murano and Ookami are a now couple, however Murano is severely depressed.
He does not fit the status quo, is in the closet hiding the true him from everyone except Ookami, and still hates himself and how he can't be himself and live freely without fear of persecution like Ookami.
In the end Murano becomes suicidal, but Ookami let's Murano know that he can always be his true self around him without fear of being judged, and that he will always be there for him.