anybody have bl that will make me feel pain but there’s also happy parts

https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/kiraide_isasete/

https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/boku_no_osekkai_darling/

https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/to_take_an_enemys_heart/

https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/behind_the_scenes_monologue/

https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/saezuru_tori_wa_habatakanai/

https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/never_understand/ - this one is amazing too!! super beautiful and healthy but also the storyline defo made me sob towards the end :) they have a super happy ending but the story just takes a little bit of a darker turn. read this one if you havent already!!!!

Generally happy parts, then heartbreaking pain, then back to happy:
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/the_honest_life_of_a_game_studio/