alright so i had to read this since i saw it so many times on tiktok but now i’m lost in thought after catching up to the most recent chapter?
i really can’t tell the semes true motive? i get annoyed that he purposely switched ukes words or manipulates him when the uke is trying to express how he feels. there’s another side of me that thinks he has a fetish for people depending on him..but it seems like he doesn’t actually care about the ukes feelings he just wants to be satisfied by being important to him. cause it’s clear the uke doesn’t like to feel obligated to constantly receive money and the seme knows that but acts dumb because he wants to feed his own small ego. idk if the seme has trauma, something about his childhood, or is just deeply insecure that he wants validation by feeling important and dependent to others but i just wish he would show the uke how he truly feels.
there relationship just feels so push-pull and it’s clear that the uke is developing feelings for him now. also a lot of the time he gives the uke no aftercare or just leaves immediately like damn. i feel like he wants to create a relationship where the uke becomes helpless without him but it feeds into him wanting to be a role model figure i guess for others. idk i know this was a lot but i just don’t know how to feel about him yet...he’s so odd and i’m constantly on and off with my feelings towards him.
alright so i had to read this since i saw it so many times on tiktok but now i’m lost in thought after catching up to the most recent chapter?
i really can’t tell the semes true motive? i get annoyed that he purposely switched ukes words or manipulates him when the uke is trying to express how he feels. there’s another side of me that thinks he has a fetish for people depending on him..but it seems like he doesn’t actually care about the ukes feelings he just wants to be satisfied by being important to him. cause it’s clear the uke doesn’t like to feel obligated to constantly receive money and the seme knows that but acts dumb because he wants to feed his own small ego. idk if the seme has trauma, something about his childhood, or is just deeply insecure that he wants validation by feeling important and dependent to others but i just wish he would show the uke how he truly feels.
there relationship just feels so push-pull and it’s clear that the uke is developing feelings for him now. also a lot of the time he gives the uke no aftercare or just leaves immediately like damn. i feel like he wants to create a relationship where the uke becomes helpless without him but it feeds into him wanting to be a role model figure i guess for others. idk i know this was a lot but i just don’t know how to feel about him yet...he’s so odd and i’m constantly on and off with my feelings towards him.