summer brain rot is stopping me from reading this

I have ADHD and this manga was hard as shit to read. I dont know if this translation is doing this manga justice but whatever

TLDR: three sacks of shit being miserable. juuza DOUCHE likes to fuck his mom and play with fukazawa. fukazawa soon finds comfort with haniya. juuza DOUCHE goes to his hometown. da end (cliffhanger)

you can completely ignore nanao's (she's probably a self-insert for the author) boring academic paragraphs (her "ordinarily" speech was a important piece tho, basically explains the entire manga) and for juuza his thought rambling isn't as complicated as it seems to be, you get a general idea of it. the only things I didn't get was rokka's extra chapter;"everyone will be raped by me" and the flower metaphor. rest was fine. there's also a sequel that will probably NEVER be translated unless someone professionally translates it. this manga wasn't "great" but was enough for me to read the sequel

ok update: i bought the sequel. i know some decent japanese so i can get by reading raws but "decent" japanese to read this trauma porn manga isn't the entry-level so i struggled on most of this shit

rundown:

1. there's entirely new group of characters (juuza makes a cameo tho)

2. her art style has improved; one of my favorite scenes thats shows off her new art style is when one of the characters is given a "choice" by picking between men or women. just fucking trust me the symbolism of those panels are fucking orgasm worthy. placed between two seperate islands that shows women on one island, man on the other. they are depicted like roman-styled sculptures. the men are drawn with rough lines. women with smoother more "elegant" lines. i can go on a whole tangent on how that scene was perfect brah

3. the author mindfucks you more with even longer shitstain dialogue than before. i kept going back to panels, re-reading then re-reading again to understand what was i exactly reading. i did this with the first manga too but with this one its more frequent than ever

4. there's a third installment. GUESS WHOS BUYING

you clear my doubt, i was wondering if he did it with his mom. but his mom suddenly dead i was confused