How old are u?
sexual trauma? did u start reading yaoi very young? therapy
are u ok??
i just turned 17 a few days ago
i got exposed to p*rn at 7 (on someone else's phone), and i still remember every little detail of that incident. i remember the exact pose, how they looked, heights, ages, voices, etc. i've gone to therapy but not for this cuz i don't wanna out the person that was watching it..
Maybe you should get therapy for sexual trauma. It’s totally ok and you’re not weird or anything:)
okay so i can't see any uncensored p*rn or hentai without throwing up or getting a panic attack.. but i love reading yaoi (censored ofc) so much?? it's confusing but i'll drop any uncensored yaoi right away no matter how much i liked it before. watching censored hentai and yaoi helps cope somewhat and help me better if that makes sense
sometimes if it's still too much when it's censored, it will never leave my mind (like killing stalking with the boobs and that one centipede/millipede part