This shit is long but I’m trying to be big brain here

MAYBE IM REACHING WITH THIS THINK PIECE BUT I JUST WANTED TO SAY SOMETHING lol :D

I don’t know about y’all but even from the beginning I felt something was off about Si-eo, Namwoo was a whole stranger and he just went with everything NW pulled him to do and didn’t think anything weird of it????? Nah he an odd character for that also from that one chapter where the writer was talking about how he liked to go for the “pathetic assholes” and let them kinda have “control” over him…… then he proceeds to say how he doesn’t care and if they decide to leave him he also won’t chase after them. I’m kinda thinking that this contributes to the fact that maybe he doesn’t know how to love or how it feels like to be loved by someone else maybe he got used to ppl just leaving after “using” him so know he’s in a weird phase like he doesn’t see anything wrong with that. Im seeing the spoilers of y’all saying he dismissed namwoo when he confessed his love for Si-eo and basically he’s just avoiding any type of conversations about being in love.
Idk if I’m making sense it sounds better when I say it out loud.
He also seems kinda mean sometimes like the door and hotel scene he seemed frustrated Ik he said that it wasn’t anything serious and he wasn’t upset but it still doesn’t sit with with me. Si-eo also keeps mentioning how he likes when his partners depend on him a lot and I find that weird like yes it’s cool to depend on your lover and need them from time to time but the way he words certain things makes it seem like he wants to be the one in control:/
One more thing that I kept thinking about while reading is that when Namwoo uses Si-eo’s money they have sex after and it feels like it’s payback so basically him using his body for money in return AND IK THAT he’s technically dating him for the money SO FAR but the vibe is strange