My God! I also have some episodes like that. Mostly depression and pessimistic thoughts. But, whenever I thought of dying, I'd remember that there are something of worth that I can live for. （￣へ￣）
That. Or I'm just too cowardly to commit suicide and inflict harm on my person on purpose. (〜￣△￣)〜
And here I am. Studying for a degree. Trying to hide how lost I am from the world. Interrupting those pessimistic thoughts with busying myself on matters that might affect my future. (￣∇￣")
My God! I also have some episodes like that. Mostly depression and pessimistic thoughts. But, whenever I thought of dying, I'd remember that there are something of worth that I can live for. （￣へ￣）
That. Or I'm just too cowardly to commit suicide and inflict harm on my person on purpose. (〜￣△￣)〜
And here I am. Studying for a degree. Trying to hide how lost I am from the world. Interrupting those pessimistic thoughts with busying myself on matters that might affect my future. (￣∇￣")