I've read this in MyReadingManga first, second I have read the raws that contains until Ch...

please don't kill me...

The lil brother needs a psychiatric!
Hes mentality sick.
Big brother, the lawyer likes you szzzz

What is wrong with you. You want older brother to end up with his younger brother because you pity him and worry he'll do bad things? The younger brother is not as fragile as he seems. He's manipulative and tries to threaten/guilt his older brother into doing things he doesn't want to do. And he gets away with these things BECAUSE the victim is his older brother (it would be humiliating for the family if things became public). If anything he will do even worse things if the older brother gives into the threats and enables him further.

I also don't hate the younger brother. I want both of them happy (with each other or not). of course it was wrong that the younger raped the older but it was also wrong that the older one gave a blowjob to his younger bro. at this time - he should - (don't know) talk to the parents (about a doc)...

I would also like for Hikaru to end up with Haruki. I think that the translations are a bit hard to read, in some parts due to grammar issues (huge thanks to the translators who took the time to translate for us!). However, from my understanding Hikaru is a boy who has a lot of issues. He was sexually harassed by girls from an early age due to his looks and thusly he now hates women. His classmates don't think very well of him, despite the fact that they don't know him, because of his looks as well. Everyone blames things on him because of the way he looks; he has a trauma, apparently he doesn't think too highly of human interaction because of that fact.

It doesn't justify him raping his older brother, but he is in love with him and because he's still a child he doesn't know how to express his feelings. He's never had a relationship with anyone, he lacks any tact as to how he should go about expressing his feelings. His only hope and outlet is his older brother. He goes about things the wrong way but he's just like a wild animal who's trying to secure a safe place for himself, when he feels like he has nothing.

Now Hikaru was wrong as well. Haruki might have forced himself on him, but he's the adult, he should have handled the situation better. What I don't like about Hikaru is that he made a big deal out of Haruki being a man but doesn't care that the sempai is a man...

I would love a happy ending for Haruki above all and yes, he does indeed need medical help but he is not hurting Hikaru out of malice but because he is not in a healthy state of mind. I just hope that Hikaru doesn't hurt Haruki more than he's already hurting, because Hikaru is a healthy adult who allowed things to progress to where they led. And no, I am not justifying the rape or the rapist; just saying Hikaru could have handled things better.

I love your comment!!! thats exactly what I think.

Thank you! I'm not one to defend or victimize rapists, but in this case they were both wrong and as the adult, Haruki could have handled the matter with better judgment than how he did.

Also, sorry for mixing up the names toward the middle! They are so similar I keep mixing the names up! I meant above all I want a happy ending for Hikaru, the seemly mentally unstable and vulnerable younger brother!