Yeah I know that too. But I don’t find it a problem because I’m actually scared of men and reading bl is like a escape for me knowing that men will only like their same sex. I was almost raped 3 times and the last time was the scariest because the penetration was so painful and I kept crying so the man stopped. When I went to a doctor to check if I’m okay she said that there was no ripping or rapture happened in my v. So I guess I’m still a virgin but nvm I just really like reading yaoi hahaha
Look i get it and im very sorry that happen to you and i know that reading bl and thinking that men will only like their same sex is like a coping mechanism for you but that's not a healthy coping mechanism and is very harmful towards MLM and as a MLM im offended a healthy coping mechanism shouldn't inflict harm to anyone in any shape or form, you should try to change your coping mechanism or for the minimum try reading less bl cause its just cause harm for you

DAMMIT BECAUSE OF READING TOO MUCH YAOI I NEVER IMAGINED DATING A MAN ANYMORE. I ONLY SEE THEM AS IF READING SOME YAOI STORY. This happened when I started reading at the age of 17 about this kind of webtoon stories and I’m telling you, if you don’t want to grow old single for the rest of your lives only reading yaoi stories which is happening to me right now, you better slow down on reading yaoi. I pray for you all HAHAHAHAHAHA