Okay. It's a yaoi manga about a like private prostitute and he has really pong nails and b...

Okay. It's a yaoi manga about a like private prostitute and he has really pong nails and blonde hair. Like its in the the ancient times but he is really beautiful and he lived with his dad and his dad was also very beautiful and the General of the army(??) I think wanted him then like the father shows up dead and the MC like I diminished poor and he goes place to place. Then he ends up as the Generals toy. But the mc doesnt think the General recognizes him until he admits it when he's dying so like they fuck and stuff and the Mc always refers to himself in 3rd person. most of the time. Please help