Same, I know it was 'only a blowjob', he was even beaten because he didn't want to have sex with that guy, but still, what if it wouldn't be disgusting for him? Would he go all the way with that guy then? I mean, he wasn't in as bad state as later then, so he really couldn't wait one fucking day for seme?! And uke playing victim card here is painful, since the seme is the one who is suffering the most, but at least they are happy at the end...I hope(￣∇￣")
how is that is fault idk if it really registered to you, but he literally needs cum to survive, like, he promised to STARVE FOR 7 DAYS for him
idk why ur talking like he killed the MLs whole family because he did NOT suffer as much as the mc? what are you even talking about like genuinely. mc gets his dick sucked (and additional sex since mc is just that nice) and he gets to go on a leisurely little trip for a week while mc is starving himself and then he's all like "teehee sorry i have to extend it a day, starve another day for me please and thank u! " WTF????
He should have told sakura before going to another guy instead of lying to him then. That's the least thing he should do. Also aside from his starving condition as a vampire, mizuki didn't think of sakura as his bf. That's what made sakura mad and I think it's justified.
how did he lie to him??? he told him that he was eventually too hungry and had to find another guy, but he tried his best to starve until sakura came back, sakura was the one who wasn't listening. in the first place, sakura got in over his head since he shouldn't except something like that from mizuki, especially since its life threatening. mizuki did show commitment by abiding to the promise for a week, it was sakura who was in the wrong for suddenly adding another day when that wasn't promised at all. he doesn't value what mizuki did for him nor does he take mizukis condition that seriously. its so stupid how he cant just go back and cancel whatever came up to go FEED HIS STARVING, DYING BOYFRIEND.
Try rereading chapter 3. The reason sakura is a day late is bc the plane can't take off due to the weather. And mizuki replies clearly states that he's fine waiting for 1 more day. He should just be honest. If sakura still got mad even after mizuki was honest, then it would be sakura's fault.
In case you're having trouble finding which part I'm talking about, it's the one on their messages
i dont remember that part, but honestly at that point, sakura shouldn't have expected anything out of mizuki. mizuki did die to sakura, but what exactly do you think would happen if he was honest??? even if mizuki told sakura about going to suck another guys dick or not, it wouldn't have made a difference because he would've reacted the same was since sakura is shown to be angry because he feels like mizuki doesn't value their relationship. also i think its kinda unreasonable to expect mizuki to still be waiting for him even if he said he would??? mizuki wasnt being dishonest by saying that he would wait one more day for him, because he wholeheartedly planned to. when he went to go contact that other guy, he wasnt in the right state of mind due to the condition he was in, and if he was, he wouldn't have done it. also, its obvious, but he wasnt planning on doing anything with the other guy, he just wanted to suck his dick and leave, and its not reasonable for sakura to take that personally if he (intentionally or not) couldn't feed him. I feel like it was mizukis fault a little bit for saying that he would wait, but that was more of a last ditch effort to deescalate since he didn't really have to time or will power to discuss with sakura what would happen now that he's unable to wait. but ultimately, its kinda stupid to paint mizuki as the bad guy and sakura as a victim, because sakura was the one who was going to sever their relationship over something mizuki couldn't control, he should have been a lot more understanding
*lie (second sentence)
I mean like imagine starving and thirsting for a week??? Normal humans cant even last that long without drinking water and eating a single spoon of food! Plus blood and cum was his only life source where he gets his food and water!! Also the fact that he is not an ordinary human but a mixed breed vampire we gotta understand that he cannot understand his bloodlust right?? Ngl I agree with what you said and tbh I love you for that(づ￣ ³￣)づ
This story like a lot of other stories leves me so unsatisfied. Might just be my unforgiving nature but I wish they didn't get back together, he literally tried to sleep with another guy "Oh he was starving to death" no, the other scene were he passed out in front of the guys apartment, that was starving to death, he was literally on his way back but he looked for another guy anyways, I'm so pissed and I probabky won't even care tommorow, but rn I wish the other guy ended up with someone else