I know i will cry again if i read this. I watched the anime and always cry river whenever ...

I know i will cry again if i read this. I watched the anime and always cry river whenever i watched it, and yet here i am torturing myself to finishing reading this again bcs back then i can't bear to not bawling pass chapter 3 and decide to stop and here now i brave my heart yet tears dripping already once i finish chapter 1. Omg why am i so weak... Why is this so saaaaddd already aaaaaaaahhh ┗( T﹏T )┛