Same!
this will forever be my sadness, I shipped them so hard in the novel and it all came crashing down I cried myself dry ╥﹏╥
I cried when I saw redhead boy like that.
Same! Since his death I've been hoping that he'll magically appear back and get together with the red hair.
Spoiler(?)
I saw someone said that they'll be reincarnated in the modern era or something, just back in the first body. Now I'm hoping all the couples also get reincarnated there and the servant that received a hairpin from mc. Cauze I also want happiness for them and I'm tearing up as I'm typing this idk y ╥﹏╥
Fr. Every time they bring him up I feel I’m gonna cry again like?? The author knows what he’s doing to us lmao I’m literally sobbing pls help （/TДT)/
Im never gonna be over blue hair/general mans death. That hurt so much i was full on sobbing ╥﹏╥