fluffy bl mangas to cheer me up please

Im sorry, but im going to rant a little ignore if you wish. (Disclaimer, i am not wishing for money and even you will want to help i would not want to receive that, the purpose of this is just to rant since it’s already too much and this comment will probably be deleted sooner since it’s not exactly manga related, i just rlly want to let it out) So there’s yet another family fight that happened just now, im already tired of this shit. my older brother screams at my mom almost everyday and demands $4000 for his dream motor which he probably will just use to brag to people and he barely legal (19) doesn’t even have a license yet. Me and my mother explained it to him a million times already that we don’t have the money for that, my mother hasn’t even paid for my tuition and my irresponsible father is with his expensive sports cars somewhere in the world running away from responsibilities and blocked me and my mother of all communication (he didn’t cut ties with my brother tho, you can already tell where my brother got his personality from). This is not the only time my brother has thrown a tantrum and destroyed stuff around the house, which is not even ours since we're just living with my mother’s parents and other relatives. It feels very suffocating having to live like this every single day and the worst part is I can’t even do anything about it, i cant defend my mother or anything since that’ll just make my older brother go crazier (the one time i did he attempted to choke me and my mother practically begged me not to say a word when my brother throws a tantrum) it’s very tiring and i just wanna escape to here, please give me bl mangas that’ll make me feel happy. If you made it till here tysm for listening and i hope you have a great day/night