My cat had F.EL.V., i stilli remember how i would hug him because i didn't want him to fee...

My cat had F.EL.V., i stilli remember how i would hug him because i didn't want him to feel alone, it died 10 minutes after i fell asleep, i'll never forgive myself for not having waited a bit more, i left him alone, in his most needed time, he would cling to me as if his life depended on it, but still, i put him down and went to sleep, i still feel so guilty, i know this desease doesn't have a cure, so i could just hug him waiting for the inevitable.
This chapter was a really low blow...