I was Once in yeonwoo's position and I can tell you it was the worst feeling ever. its alm...

I was Once in yeonwoo's position and I can tell you it was the worst feeling ever. its almost as if you're suffocating. I know teahwn would be given a redemption arc and yeonwoo would end up with him but in reality it is never like this! its never easy to just get together with someone who had made you miserable treats you without respect.even though taehan seem to also have his own trauma but that's never an excuse to how he treats yeonwoo badly
In bl the toxic seme who causes the uke immense pain always seem to be redeemed but in reality oh boy it never goes that way
Lol sorry I'm just in my feeling reminiscing about the shit that went down in my life when I had no self esteem and was manipulated and used. I just wish for once bl novels will start getting realistic ya know
And even when someone like Alex came along my self esteem was already non existent to even consider being in a relationship with someone who wouldn't cause me pain.

Just a quick advice everyone please know where to draw the line between fiction and reality its okay if you read this bl and like teahwan but please don't let anybody treat you like how he treats yeonwoo no matter how handsome they are please im begging you because you're going to feel worthless if you allow him walk all over you.