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This opened the Pandora's box that is inside of me

Ebinaaah July 23, 2021 12:53 pm

Tw : sxu@L 4$s@ult



Please read with caution!!!!


While reading this manga, it felt like a torture but I didn't hate it. Instead, I hate myselft because I forgot about that it really happened in my life and it was a relative. To be specific my own father. We still live in this one house along with my older sisters and mother. Like a happy family but whenever he open his mouth, his words are all trash. But he's an influential person and all of his employees listen to him.

I can't believe I forgot about that and it happened during my late childhood until pre teens. Like every chapter of this manga made me remember all of it. I guess it was true when the experience is very painful, it turns into a repressed memory. Can't believe he pretend that nothing happen after 5 years.


I'll also pretend that we're still a happy family and wear a mask like he often does.




After learning about that memory, I cried and I haven't told this to my friends nor family. I won't tell this to them because it's very heavy. Maybe the right time will come.

I apologize for leaving a very dark comment about this manga.


When I saw this manga again, I cried and yeah maybe I won't forget this.



Again, I apologize for this comment. It is just I don't have anyone to tell about this.(⊙…⊙ )(⊙…⊙ )

Responses
    Nana July 29, 2023 10:36 am

    Im so sorry to hear that i hope youre okay now and that you heal from everything *hugs you tightly*

    Jessi September 29, 2023 9:43 am

    Thanks for telling us, ur a brave soul. Smth similar happened to me (incest) and just like u, i pretend and so does he and we go on like a perfect family. A few years back it haunted me alot, i used reddit as a way to let it all out... i thought it would haunt me forever but strangely... I don't feel anything now, although due to tht i have gained sex addiction. And only getting turned on by abuse...welp. but I'm still logical and don't do anything excessive. Also sorry for anyone who gets triggered by this lol...........
    Alll in all, i hope and pray tht just like me, u too will heal and forget it, bcuz thts actually for the best.

    JINLOVEMITSUYA February 1, 2024 3:05 am

    i hope you can move out from the house soon ,because this will make you forget and live a better life .