https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/a_paramour/
This one you talking about?
If you like sayonara alpha then you must try this one by same mangaka--
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/shingeki_no_kyojin_dj_ore_no_alpha/
For future save this one as well -
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/otogibanashi_wa_jigoku_no_hate/
Do you know any yaoi manga where the seme is a child but the uke waited for him... Like Sayonara Alpha...?